Friday, July 22, 2011

Desire

Desire

I look in the mirrors of their eyes and sometimes
I can see myself for the first time,
I feel beautiful I feel attractive I feel sexy
I can see it reflected there I feel the power of femme of knowing
I have something they want I see it in their faces as
I lean too close
I feel it in the heat of their skin in the hands
caressing my nakedness touching, exploring, wanting.
naked bodies writhing against mine one,
several genders irrelevant  only desire anyone
Desire is a kind of worship like a drug it makes me feel like a goddess
as I give myself to their pleasure
I feel powerful for a while yet unable to give myself completely my desire,
merely a reflected image seeking for a sense of self worth.
I am left feeling distant unfulfilled unable to quite touch the thing
I see burning within, around them until it fades and I am left feeling only empty and alone.  Sometimes I can remember thier names, in the morning.   

A Sweet Affair

A Sweet Affair

the heat of my eager tongue
is enough to melt you,
sweet, forbidden pleasures
yield to my sticky fingers,
a surprise cream filling inside.
i can never get enough
of those sensual silky smooth
love bites, kisses by the score.
this illicit affair could
get out of hand...
before we get caught
time to put the box away.

A Rainy Night

It was almost midnight and the rain was pouring down in sheets. Thunder roared and lightening lit up the sky in violent flashes of light. Carrie was on her way home after spending the evening in town watching movies with friends. The rain was coming down so hard, that she had to slow to a crawl to prevent driving off the road. Her wipers were on high speed, in a frantic effort to clear her windshield. Squinting at the road, in deep concentration, she couldn't help but see the man walking on the side of the road. He was trying desperately to keep his raincoat closed against the driving wind and rain.
The hood of his car was up, and he was walking away from it, shaking his head in frustration. Carrie wasn't sure if she should stop and offer her assistance. After all, she didn't know him. For all she knew, he could be a psychotic serial killer. Shaking her head at her trustfulness, she pulled over onto the shoulder of the road, waiting for him to catch up to her car. Rolling down the passenger window as he walked up, she asked him,
"Hey, do you need a lift?"
"Yes, I sure do! Thanks", he said as he opened the door and got into the warm car .
"Where are you headed? What happened to your car?" she asked.
"I'm headed to Oregon, going to get married this weekend. Oh, my name is Kevin, by the way", he said. "And I have no idea what is wrong with my car. It just stopped in the middle of the road and I had to push it onto the shoulder."
"My name is Carrie. I hope you can get your car running again, I would hate for you to miss your wedding", she said in a conversational tone.
"After three years overseas in the Army, we are finally going to get married." Listening to Kevin talk, and watching the way he moved, Carrie realized that she found him extremely attractive. She wondered how hard it would be to get him out of those tight, wet jeans he was wearing. She wondered what his hard body would look like out of those wet clothes.
"Are you looking for a little action before you get stuck?" she asked, looking at him out of the corner of her eye. Blushing slightly, Kevin said, "Well, we promised each other that we would wait until we got married to have sex. We have been together since high school and neither of us has ever thought of being with anyone else. I would love to, but I can't."
While Kevin was chattering on about his girlfriend and her virtue, Carrie was getting frustrated and angry. When she wanted something, she always got her way. If there was a challenge involved in getting what she wanted, so much the better. Carrie was always up for a good challenge, and to her way of thinking, Kevin was just what she was looking for.
"Awww.... Come on now. What could it hurt? She would never have to know. This could be our little secret". Shaking his head at her persistence, Kevin changed the subject. "Damn, it sure is lonely out here. Where is the nearest town? I need to get my car fixed and get back on the road."
"I have a cabin down this little road", Carrie said, turning off the highway onto a narrow dirt lane. "Let's stop here. You can dry off and we can call for help. The nearest town is over two hours away. This may be our only option for now".
"Thanks, thanks a lot. You are a sweetheart for stopping to pick me up".
"No problem. You looked so pitiful walking in the rain. Not many people come down that road, so you might have been in for a very long walk."
Laughing at himself, Kevin replied, "It looked like a good shortcut on my map". Pulling up in front of the dark cabin, Carrie turned off the car and reached for her purse in the backseat. "Come on in. I'll light the fireplace and we can warm up a little while we wait for help to get here", she said getting out of the car.
Kevin got out of the car, closing the door behind him. "Wow, this is a great place. Do you live here all by yourself?" He shouted over the pouring rain as he ran toward the porch. After letting them both into the house and turning on some lights, Carrie replied, "Yes I do, it's private and very quiet out here. The bathroom is that way if you want to dry off. I'll fix us something warm to drink".
"Thanks. Damn, I wish I had thought to bring my duffel bag with me. I could have changed clothes", he said as he headed for the bathroom. Carrie went into the kitchen and began to make two cups of hot cocoa. She made hers in the blue mug and Kevin's in the red, making sure she didn't get the two of them mixed up. Into the red mug, she emptied the contents of two mild sleeping pills and stirred it all up. Calling out to Kevin, she said, "There is a robe behind the door if you want to use it. Make yourself at home".
Carrie took both cups of cocoa into the living room where she lit a roaring fire in the fireplace and settled back on the sofa. She studied Kevin's mug of cocoa, anxious to get her newest conquest underway. In the bathroom, Kevin slipped out of his wet clothes and dried himself off with a thick bath towel he found in the cabinet under the sink. The whole time he was doing this, he kept thinking that he had better never tell his fiance about this. She would surely never understand. After putting on the plush green bathrobe, Kevin stepped out of the bathroom with his wet clothes under one arm. "Hey, do you have a dryer?" He called out. "Yes, I do", Carried said, getting up. "Here, let me take those. I left you a mug of hot cocoa on the coffee table. Go warm up. I'll get these things going for you".
Carrie went into the laundry room at the back of the house. Looking to be sure Kevin wasn't following, she opened the back door and threw his clothes outside into the rain. He won't need those for a while, she thought to herself. Carrie went back into the living room and sank into the sofa beside Kevin. She reached for her cocoa and took a sip from it, watching as Kevin unsuspectingly drank his. "Thanks, this is so great. This fire feels so good. Too bad you don't have any brandy to go in this". "I usually keep some on hand, but I haven't been to the liquor store in a while. I hope this is ok", Carrie said. "This is great." Nervously, Kevin watched as Carrie moved a little closer to him. Trying to find something to do with his hands, he took another drink from his mug.
By this time, the storm outside was no longer a steady spring shower. The water was coming down in great torrents. The thunder was booming hard enough to rattle the windows and the lightening was bright enough to be temporarily blinding. The dirt lane that had been Carrie's driveway quickly became a washed out, muddy mess. Inside the house, Carrie's anxiety was keeping pace with the raging storm, as she waited impatiently for the sleeping pills to take effect. It seemed to her that they should have already put him to sleep, but still she waited, making idle chit chat with him about issues she could have cared less about.
Suddenly, the lights flickered twice and blinked out, leaving them in complete darkness. "Oh great", Carrie sighed. "I was afraid this would happen. Every time it rains, my lights go out. Sometimes it takes hours for them to come back on. Thank goodness for this fire, or we wouldn't be able to see anything at all". Kevin was watching Carrie's expression as she made this little speech, and he couldn't help but wonder if she was glad to have no electricity.
It seemed to him that she had the most devilish look in her eyes. Of course, he could be imagining things. After all, what did he know about women? As he was watching Carrie, Kevin gave a loud, heartfelt yawn. "Wow, this fire is making me so sleepy." Kevin gave his head a swift shake, trying to clear the cobwebs from his brain. "Hey, shouldn't we call someone about my car?" "I called for a tow truck while you were in the bathroom." Carrie lied smoothly. "They said they would be here in about an hour or so. But of course with this rain, it may take them a little longer." Carrie watched with suppressed glee as Kevin tried to stifle another yawn. "Would you like to lie down and maybe take a nap?" she suggested. . "Well, I guess I'm more tired than I thought", he said as he started to rise from the sofa. Moving too quickly, he lost his balance and fell back down. "Are you sure there wasn't booze in that cocoa?" Kevin said with a laugh. He couldn't seem to pull his head together, and he watched helplessly as the room spun around him. "Oh here, let me help you", Carrie said, realizing she must get him to the bedroom before he fell asleep on the couch.
Once he lost consciousness, she knew she would never be able to move him. Reaching out her hand to help him, she replied, "No, no booze. I don't have a drop in the house". She said all of this with an innocent look on her face, hoping he would buy her story. "It's just the busy day and the excitement of the wedding coming up. All of that stress is finally catching up with you, I think". "I can sleep here on the sofa. I don't want to put you out of your bed". "Oh, nonsense. I'm going to stay up and wait for the tow truck. Someone needs to stay awake for when they get here", she explained, trying not to sound desperate. She stood up and reached out her hand to pull him up. "Oh, right", he said groggily. "You lead and I'll follow", he said as he reached up to take her hand. Unsteadily, he came up to his feet and took her hand.
Once in the bedroom, she pulled back the blankets and helped him lay down. Pulling the blankets up to his chin, Kevin muttered, "Thanks, you're such an angel for being so kind to me". "Oh, you're welcome", she said softly. "Have a wonderful nap". Carrie left the room, partially closing the door behind her. As Kevin fell into a deep sleep, Carrie began to make preparations for when he woke up. She knew those pills would make him sleep for only a short while. Carrie went into the kitchen and lit several candles and tiptoed back into the bedroom, taking care not to make any noise. She placed the candles in several strategic areas around the bedroom. She then reached under the bed and pulled out a small trunk. When she opened it, she took out several silk scarves and laid them out on the bed. Carrie slid the trunk back under the bed.
After untying the belt on his robe, she gently eased him out of it, taking extreme care to move him as little as possible. Still being mindful of moving him, Carrie reached for the first scarf and tied his right hand to the bedpost. Going around to the other side of the bed, she did the same for his left arm. Moving to the foot of the bed, she fixed both of his legs to the foot board. Carrie took tremendous care to make her knots very secure, thinking that the last thing she needed was for Kevin to loosen a knot and get away from her. Going back to the head of the bed, Carrie fastened a gag in his mouth, making sure he was still able to draw a breath, but unable to scream for help. Lastly, she wrapped another scarf around his eyes, effectively blinding him.
Knowing the pills would be wearing off any time now, Carrie made one final preparation. Going to the closet, she took out her video camera and tripod and set it up in the corner of the room. After adjusting the angle that the camera was filming, she snapped the fully charged battery into its slot in back of the camera and inserted a new cassette. As Kevin finally began to stir, she hit the record button on the camera and walked over to the bed. As Kevin began to wake from a very restful nap, he realized he was very cold. Thinking he must have thrown off the blankets in his sleep, he reached for them now, only to realize that he was unable to move.
An instant after he made that realization, he also become conscious of the fact that he had his eyes open, but he couldn't see anything, nor could he speak. With growing horror, Kevin comprehended the fact that he was bound, gagged, and blindfolded! Straining in desperation against his bindings, Kevin tried futilely to escape. "Well, hi there", Carrie whispered in his ear. "I see you're finally waking up. Don't bother trying to get up, you won't get out of this until I'm ready to let you go". Scared now, Kevin tried to speak. Mumbling against the restraint, Kevin asked, "What's going on?" Carrie was walking around the bed, admiring his lean, hard body. She ran her fingers across his smooth skin, appreciating how silky, yet rough, his skin felt. Feeling her hands on him, Kevin struggled desperately to free himself from these pieces of fabric that bound him to her mercy.
He slowly came to realize that he was trapped. "What do you think is going on? You had the chance to do this the easy way, but no, you had to play hard to get", she said with a malicious laugh. "Now we're gonna do this my way. You're my slave tonight. You will do as I tell you to, or there will be hell to pay". Hearing the words she was saying and the angry tone of her voice made Kevin begin to uselessly struggle again. Knowing he was wasting his energy, Kevin tried to relax, unsure of what was coming next. Carrie sat on the bed beside him and leaned over, breathing softly in his ear. Her tongue was tracing the outline of his ear, biting gently on his earlobe. "Yes, you're all mine tonight". Her tongue slid down the line of Kevin's throat. Her lips pressed kisses against the soft skin of his neck. Trailing gentle kisses against the line of his jaw, her hand moved down to touch the nipples on his chest. Taking the right nipple between her fingers, Carrie gently pinched and pulled it, wanting to make it hard.
Kevin laid there in shock as this strange woman did these things to his body. In the back of his mind, he realized that some part of him liked what her mouth and hand was doing to him. Even though he did his best to ignore what she was doing, his nipples began to grow hard between her fingers. "Do you like that?" she whispered in his ear as her hand moved to his other nipple, doing the same to this one as she had done to the other. Kevin wriggled under her fingers, but couldn't shake her loose. He shook his head, letting her know without words that he didn't like what she was doing and that he wanted her to stop. Her mouth moved from his neck to his chest, taking his left nipple in her mouth and biting it with her teeth. "When I ask you if you like something, you had better say yes, or next time I'll bite harder". Kevin tried in vain to scream, but he couldn't. He shook his head no again, risking her anger. She moved to the other side of his chest and took the other nipple between her teeth and bit down more firmly. Carrie knew that this caused him some pain, but she knew she had to make her point. If she had to make it the hard way, she thought, so be it. "Do you like this?" she asked again. Kevin gave a muffled yell. It hurt so badly, but in the back of his mind, he was thinking that he might actually like what she was doing. He shook his head, trying to get that perverse thought out of his brain. He slowly nodded his head yes, hoping against hope that she would let him go. "Very good. You're a fast learner".
As Carrie said this, she looked down toward the bottom of the bed, pleased at what she saw. It seemed that in spite of himself, Kevin was enjoying this. She could see that he was becoming good and hard for her. Kevin was rubbing the back of his head hard over the pillow, trying to dislodge the gag from his mouth. He wanted to be able to speak to her. Maybe he could talk his way out of this situation. Hearing him moving, she turned to look back at his face. "Do you want me to take the gag off of your mouth?" she asked. "Are you going to scream if I do?" Nodding his head yes, and then no, he agreed with her. "Of course, it doesn't matter if you do scream. No one will ever hear you, but it would annoy me to no end." Carrie reached up and untied the gag, removing it from his mouth. "Remember what I said. No yelling or I will have to hurt you again." "Please, why are you doing this? Why won't you let me go?" "You should have done this the easy way, and you wouldn't be here right now". "Please, I can just leave and walk back to my car. I swear, I'll never tell anyone what happened here tonight". As he was talking, Carrie moved a little farther down the bed until she was side by side with his hard cock, wondering what it would feel like thrusting inside of her. "LET ME GO YOU, FUCKING BITCH!" he screamed.
Carrie looked at him with an angry look on her face. "If you yell at me one more time, I'm going to make you very sorry. Do you understand me? You're at my mercy, so shut up". Disregarding her warning, Kevin yelled at the top of his lungs, "HELP ME!!!" Hoping against hope that the tow truck driver might drive up and hear him. "OK, you asked for it. Don't say I didn't warn you", she said furiously, getting off the bed. "There is no tow truck", she said as the approached the bedside table. "I never called them". "Please, just let me go. I can't be doing this. I'll never be able to face my fiance." Kevin pleaded. Carrie reached over and yanked the blindfold off of Kevin's eyes so he could see exactly what happened to people didn't do what she wanted them to. Looking at her in amazement and shock, Kevin took in the elaborate setup. He saw the candles placed around the room, and the camera in the corner. "What the hell are you doing?" He asked in an outraged voice. "I'm making a little X-rated video for myself, and you're the star", she said with a sly laugh. "What do you think I'm doing?" Kevin watched as Carrie picked a candle off of the bedside table and studied the small flame. He watched in horror as she held the candle over his prone body. He could see the melted wax that had accumulated in the candle holder. Kevin watched in dread as she tipped it almost to the spilling point. "Do I have to do this, or are you going to shut up? I will have you tonight, with or without your cooperation. You really have no choice here." "If you don't let me go right now, so help me, I'll..." "Last chance", she said, tilting the candle so the wax was right on the rim of the candle holder. Kevin struggled desperately, frantically, as Carrie stood over him threateningly. "What are you going to do?" he heard her ask. "OK, I'll do what you want, just don't burn me". "That's what I thought", Carrie said, trying not to show her relief. She had not wanted to hurt Kevin. But she did have to make her point. Setting the candle back on the table, she heard his almost silent sigh of relief. Carrie moved back to the middle of the bed, taking his still semi-hard cock in her hand. "This is why you're here", she said. "This is what I want from you, and I won't untie you until you give it to me." Watching his face to gauge his reaction, Carrie lightly stroked his cock with her hand. Moving her hand gently up and down, up and down, she placed her other hand on his tight balls, massaging and rubbing them. She loved the way they felt in the palm of her hand. Kevin tried to wrest his rock hard cock out of her hand, but to no avail. He looked away, trying not to watch as she manipulated his cock. "Please, don't do this", he begged. Still watching his face, Carrie leaned over and ran her tongue down the length of him. Licking from the base to the very tip and back down again, she could feel his cock jerk reflexively in her hand. "Oh God, that feels so...so..." he moaned. "It feels so what?" she demanded in a quiet voice. "BAD!" he said, more to himself than to her. He was trying to convince himself that he didn't really like this. Unfortunately, he knew she could see through his lie as he moaned aloud. Carrie opened her mouth and slid the head of his cock into her mouth, sucking and rubbing her tongue over and around it. "Does that really feel bad? Should I stop what I'm doing?" She asked as she sucked the head of his cock to the back of her throat. Hearing Kevin's moans only encouraged her. She wanted to hear him beg for her to continue. So she sucked him deeper yet into her mouth, her hand stroking him. Kevin tried to say something, anything, but he didn't have the strength to do anything but moan helplessly. "Oh please, please...don't...don't..." Kevin watched as she sucked his cock. He could feel her tongue swirling and sliding around the tip, dipping into the tiny hole on the end. He thought the sensation of her hand stroking him would drive him insane. Kevin could feel the head of his cock pressing against the back of her throat. Carrie's other hand was still rubbing his balls, while her head moved up and down on his hard dick. Kevin began to move his hips in rhythm with her head, fucking her mouth with long, hard strokes. "Oh God", he moaned. "This feels so fucking good!" Carrie took him out of her mouth for a moment and shot him a satisfied look. "I knew you would see things my way". She moved her head down to his balls, taking first one into her mouth, and then the other, sucking gently, and listening to Kevin's ragged breathing. "Tell me you want it. Tell me now", Carrie said as she pulled her mouth away. "Tell me you want it, or I'll stop". Kevin recognized pure lust as it washed over him. The last thing he wanted was for her to stop what she was doing. Carrie's mouth was sucking all the inhibitions from his body, little by little. "Tell me or I'll stop", Carrie repeated more forcefully. She wrapped her hand around him, stroking and rubbing, encouraging him to say what she wanted to hear. "No, please, don't stop. Please, I'll do anything you ask". Satisfied with his response, Carrie leaned back down and wrapped her mouth around him again. She slid his dick all the way down her throat until her lips were pressed against the base of his cock. She could feel him in her throat now, making it all but impossible for her to breathe. "Please. Please suck it. Don't stop. Oh God, make me cum", he moaned in breathless anticipation. "Oh God, I'm so close now. Don't stop. Don't stop". Kevin's hips were thrusting off of the bed, forcing his cock in and out of her wet, warm, eager mouth. She knew he was going to reach his orgasm any moment now. That was not part of her plan. Reluctantly, she pulled her mouth away from his cock. "Not yet", she whispered teasingly. "I have more in store for you tonight". Looking at her in desperation, Kevin begged, "Please, don't stop. Not now. Not yet". Carrie moved away from the bed, leaving him frustrated. As Kevin watched, Carrie slowly began to remove her clothing. Unsnapping and unzipping her shorts, she stepped out of them, leaving them on the floor. Hooking her fingers in the waistband of her panties, she slid them down her long legs and stepped out of them. Standing before Kevin in only a white t-shirt now, she regarded his face as he intensely studied every move she made. She reached down and grasped the bottom of her t-shirt and pulled it up and over her head. Striking a seductive pose, she ran her hands down the length of her body. She ran her hands over her breasts, over her flat stomach, and into the warm, wet place at the top of her legs. Dipping a finger into herself, she began to gently stroke her clitoris. The longer she fondled herself, the wetter she became and the more obviously excited and aroused Kevin became. "Do you want to touch me?" Carrie asked teasingly. "Please, you're so lovely, breathtaking even. Just let me go!" "Oh no, no, no. It's not time to let you go yet", Carried said, moving back to the bed. She climbed onto the bed beside him and swung her leg over his chest, straddling him. "How can I touch you if I am tied up?" Kevin said, hoping that he could trick her into setting him free. "Now that is an interesting question", Carrie said, not falling for his obvious attempt at deception. Carrie leaned over him, her right breast near his mouth, her nipple brushing against his lips. "Do you want a little taste?" "Please, I'll do anything you ask. Untie me so I can use my hands." "You can taste if you like", she said mischievously, disregarding his pleas for freedom. Knowing that he shouldn't, but unable to resist, Kevin lifted his head. His mouth strained to reach for her breast, as Carrie took it in her hand and held it to his lips. Sucking softly on her nipple, he could hear her moan quietly. "Mmmm...that feels heavenly", she whispered as she felt his lips on her warm skin. Kevin's lips enveloped her hard nipple, pulling, teeth biting softly, as his tongue slid over it leisurely. Kevin licked and sucked as much of her breast as he could reach. His hands pulled at the scarves, wishing they were free to touch her, to feel her skin. Still straddling his chest, Carrie was getting wetter and wetter; the longer he worked with that incredible mouth and tongue. Unconsciously, she started to rub her pussy against his chest, stroking her clit against him. She was greatly tempted to untie him now, but she knew that if she did, he would throw her to the floor and leave. That was the last thing she wanted at this point. Kevin reluctantly pulled his mouth away from her breast. "Is this alright? Am I doing this right?" He asked uncertainly. "May I have your other breast now?" "Oh, you're doing very well", she whispered raggedly as she gave him her other breast. Kevin hungrily sucked it into his mouth, licking, lusting, and loving every moment. "Ohhhh, that feels so good", Carrie, moaned as she moved her hips, rubbing and caressing his chest with her soaking wet pussy. She wondered what was going on in his mind, if he could feel how wet he was making her. She wondered if he had any idea how much she wanted him to fuck her. Pulling her breast from his hungry mouth, she slid up his body until she was straddled over his face. She looked down and saw his handsome face looking at her wet pussy. He was not sure what he should be doing now. Letting instinct take over, he pushed his tongue inside of her, watching for her reaction. Kevin moaned, as he tasted her lusty sweetness. He slid his tongue in and out of her, feeling her hips bucking against his face. He was moaning, as was she, as he licked faster and faster. Kevin's tongue found that hard little button in front of Carrie's wet pussy, and began to lick it. Slowly at first, and then faster and faster, he licked and sucked with his mouth. Carrie was desperate to feel his hands on her, so she reached over and untied his right hand. His tongue felt so good. It was hard for her to breathe. Pausing for a moment to halfway compose herself, she reached for his left hand, and untied that one also. Now that he was set free, she hoped frantically that he would not leave her. So absorbed in what he was doing, Kevin didn't notice that he had been released from his bonds. Continuing to lick and suck, and drive his tongue into her, he could feel as she began to cum in his mouth. He could hear her moaning, trying desperately not to scream. Instead of trying to escape, his hands reached up and grabbed her hips, forcing her down tighter onto his tongue. Grabbing his hair, driving her soaking wet pussy against his face, Carrie threw her head back and screamed aloud as she came in Kevin's greedy mouth. Relentlessly, he licked and sucked the wetness out of her, drinking every drop. Kevin could feel her knees hugging his head tightly as her body shuddered helplessly. He continued to drink from her body as she slowly pulled herself back together. "What are you going to do now?" she asked him in a quiet, trembling voice. Stirring from his lust induced stupor, Kevin suddenly realized that he had been released. Without warning, he threw Carrie off of the bed. As she hit the floor, Kevin reached down and untied both of his legs. "NO! PLEASE!" Carrie cried. "Don't go, please!" In desperation, Carrie ran back to the bed and wrapped her hand around his still hard cock. "Don't go, not yet", she said with a fearful look in her eyes. "Please!" When Kevin felt her hand on him, he turned back to look at her, and their eyes met. He knew he couldn't leave her like this. He had to have her. In an attempt to make his decision easier, she sunk his hard cock into her mouth again. Carrie knew that she would do anything to keep him with her. Moaning, he ran his fingers through her hair, savoring the feel of her mouth on his body. Carrie pulled her mouth away from him and whispered, "I'm yours now. Do whatever you wish with me". Kevin pushed her head back down over his cock, telling her in a sharp, angry breath, "Suck it. Suck it now, you fucking bitch, and don't you stop until I tell you to". Carrie slid her mouth over his cock, sucking him furiously. Her head moved up and down, her hand stroking him, keeping rhythm with the motion of her mouth. She felt his hand on her head, keeping her between his legs, keeping her mouth on his dick. Like a wild animal now, Kevin pulled her mouth off of his rock hard cock and threw her back on the bed. Vaguely, he heard her saying, "Please, don't hurt me". Covering her body with his, he looked into her eyes and asked, "Tell me what you want, bitch". "I want you to fuck me", Carrie said in her most seductive voice. "I want your cock inside of me. I want you to make me cum until I scream". Kevin leaned down and pressed a passionate kiss to her lips. Sliding his tongue across her lips, he could feel her shivering in anticipation. He felt her legs opening for him as he settled his body between her thighs. Trailing kisses from her mouth down to her neck, he reveled in the fact that he could elicit these feelings in such a passionate woman. "Please, now. I want you now", Carrie whispered in desperation. "I need you so badly. Don't tease me. You know what I want". Kissing her, tasting her, rubbing his body over hers, Kevin had so many new, wonderful, erotic feelings coursing through his body now. Kevin let instinct take over for his inexperience now. His hips guided his cock into her wetness. As she wrapped her legs around his waist and moved her hips against him, Kevin thought he had died and gone to heaven. "Oh God! Oh God, this feels so good", he moaned in breathless ecstasy. "Ohhhh, yes, baby", she murmur in his ear. "It's so tight, isn't it? Don't stop, don't ever stop". Slowly, Kevin began to thrust his hips, sliding his cock in and out of her. Kevin was gasping for air, as he thrust himself deep inside her wet pussy. He could feel her body stretching as he moved in and out of her...her pussy unfolding to accommodate his long, hard cock. Kevin moved inside of her, deeper and deeper, moaning helplessly in her ear. Their bodies were slamming together faster and faster now. His cock was driving in and out of her body. Sliding his dick out to the very tip, and then thrusting it back in, as hard as he could. The sensations erupting throughout his body were amazing, mind-blowing. "Ohhhh God", Carrie moaned. "God, you're gonna make me cum! Please, please, don't stop, don't stop!" Kevin could feel his cock swelling deep inside of her tight, dripping pussy. His balls were slapping against her ass with each hard, penetrating thrust. Carrie threw her head back as her orgasm hit her. She tried desperately to draw a breath, but all she could do was cry out in pleasure, as wave after wave of intense pleasure washed over her body. Kevin could feel her pussy tighten around his cock as she achieved her orgasm. Her pussy milked his cock like the softest velvet glove. He could feel her fingernails digging into his back as she clung to him for dear life. Kevin gave an excruciating scream as his cock exploded inside of her. Wave after wave of hot semen flowed into her. He buried his face in her neck, trying desperately to savor this intense moment. Turning face to face, kissing desperately, tongues meshing, they clung to each other. Kevin turned them over so that she was on top of him, as they continued to passionately kiss. Continuing to pump his semi-hard cock slowly in and out of her, they gradually came back to reality. Finally able to catch their breath, their eyes met. "Thank you. You were incredible", Carrie whispered in Kevin's ear. Looking at him, she asked him, "So, what's next? What happens from here?" She asked him uncertainly. Like a kid with a new toy, Kevin smiled at her and said, "That's what I was about to ask you. I think after this, I may need a place to stay. I don't think that wedding is gonna happen now", he said with a mischievous look on his face. "No great loss", he said as he rolled them back over to continue what she had started.

Sweet Restraints

Looking down at the new night gown I had bought just for him. Baby blue satin, his favorite. I had lit candles all around the room. Patiently awaiting his arrival, I lay in bed thinking of what the night will hold for us.

He unlocks the door and quietly comes in thinking I had already gone to sleep. I met him at the bedroom door. Taking a scarf and covering his eyes. I lead him down the hallway. Into another room. It's hot and steamy, he smells lilacs and vanilla. I begin undressing him. Slowly, I unbutton his shirt, letting it fall to the floor. Seeing that a bulge is already starting to form in his pants I kneels down in front of him, rubbing him through his pants. I pull out another scarf and tie his hands behind his back. Pushing him up against the wall I slowly take off his pants. He has on the cutest black silk boxers but I lose no time in removing them. His hard member eye level to me, I lightly lick the head of his cock. He jumps at the unexpected attention. I slowly start stroking him, teasing him. I gently suck his balls into my mouth loving the way they feel against my tongue. I stop playing with him, I stand up and guide him across the room. I help him into the tub, seeing him shiver as the hot water meets his cool skin.

I remove my gown and join him, but not allowing him to remove his blindfold or untie his wrists. In the water I feed him strawberries and melons, kissing him here and there. Taking much pleasure in teasing him. Every now and then I run my hand down his hard shaft. Knowing how much he wants, no, needs to find release.

We get out of the tub and I lead him to our bedroom. Pushing him down on the bed, untying his wrists just long enough to tie them to the headboard. I get on top of him playing with his chest before starting my oral assault on him. Taking his hard cock into my mouth, bobbing my head up and down his shaft. Loving the way he feels in my mouth. Hearing a low growl escape his throat. I take him deep, massaging the base of his cock with my tongue. Playing with his balls. Feeling him tense up, like he was ready to cum, I stop. Not wanting him to cum just yet.

I go back to kissing him as I lower myself onto his waiting cock. Feeling him stretch me. Pressing deep into me. I slowly start to rock back and forth, riding him faster, harder. I reach down and untie his wrists. His hands immediately go to my hips, rocking me harder onto him. He pulls off the blindfold looking deeply into my eyes. He flips us over, taking control. He pounds my warm wet box harder then ever before. I'm loving every minute of it. I'm screaming out on the verge of cumming when he slows, wanting to return some of the teasing I had given him, but with one look into my eyes he wants us to cum together. He continues to slide in and out pleasing me more then ever before. We cum at the same time, moaning and kissing, panting. We curl up in each others arms. Falling asleep, hoping that tomorrow will bring more of the same.

My Fantasy

Pretending to be your call-girl,
I come around in that do-me outfit,
Standing at your door in my spike healed boots,
Ringing the bell, waiting to entertain you in the parlor.

You unwrap me by the light of the Christmas tree,
Slowly, like a very special package, delivered just for you.
You take your time, not tearing paper,
As you lift my skirt above my waist.

Push me into the chair by the window,
So the cars driving by can catch a glimpse,
You part my legs with yours, as I arch my back,
Revealing my urgent need.

I plead with you to lick in leisure,
My cone, as if it held your favorite flavor,
And you kneel before me,
And start to nibble at my passion flower.

Tracing the edges of my panties with your tongue,
You caress the petals with your chin and nose,
Your eyes gently closed,
Savoring the fragrance.

I'm not content with this petting for long,
The urge too strong, like a cat kneading,
I cannot help but purr,
As I'm spreading my lips like sweet honey.
I use my fingers to start the flow,
While your watching me stir,
And I raise them to your mouth,
Offering a taste.


I whisper, "tell me what you want,"
With no more time to waste,
"I will do anything you ask,
Being at your mercy,
Submitting to your hunger
Is my task."

My fantasy,
Is truly to be,
The one who fulfills,
All of your fantasies.